#NEW CHAPTER ~ 16.

Today's second post was gonna be all ranty and shit but I've listened to Drake's new album and I'm feeling better..

SO, how're you all feeling?

I figured it's about time I did a good post throughout all of it, so here goes, enjoy my loves!

There was one person I would actually have proper intense conversations with and he's got a blog too so you should check that out too but he's called Nores {I think!}
Anyway, I found his blog off Instagram actually and I think about this time he was in an American prison but I'm not going to go into that but over time as we'd wrote a few letters an he'd sent me some of his sketches which were fucking incredible..

He did that for me last year!

Anyway more to the point, I'd ask his advice on stuff because I value his opinion and he'd make me feel like I mattered in this world, that I was kinda important even if I didn't feel like it and I appreciated that SO fucking much!

For another human being to make another feel like they mattered and that they was worth it is probably the best thing anyone could do, and I value that man more than I think he even knows..

When you've got a mental illness you ALWAYS no matter what need an outlet, like you need something that will just be a calming, relaxing thing to do and art has always been my outlet and he made me really get back into it, get one of them anxiety coloring books for adults and just let yourself drown everything out and just colour the fuck outta it!! It's a major stress reliever and it'll get some shit off your mind for a little while atleast. Learn how to do other sketches and you'll be like a self taught pro.

Thanks for reading my lil lovebugz.

Ox.