#NEW CHAPTER ~ 40.

Since writing my last post I realised that if you don't like something about your body you can easily change it, so I think I'm going to start working out alot more, mostly ab work outs and cardio but whilst I'm feeling better like that.. I'm still in search of the PERFECT dress, it doesn't matter what the occasion is but it's kinda important to me.

I'M TOTALLY FREAKING OUT.

I THINK I'M GOING TO CANCEL.

FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.

It's been like 4 hours since I put this and it's a definite, I'M NOT GOING!!!!

If you ever want to know what anxiety feels like, it's definitely this.

Ox.