DEAR MY FAMILY...

Hey guys, I never write shit like this to my siblings but because I'm occasionally a sarcastic dickhead I thought I'd write something for them so I hope you all enjoy )

~ Ben ~

I'm writing to you first because there's things I've not wrote or told you about..
I'm glad you're happy, like even Rhys thinks it's so good. One time when Rhys was at ours and he saw you just before you were leaving to get the train to see Messaline you were so happy, literally you looked like a chipmunk you were smiling that much.
I know I've acted like I don't care that you're moving out or whatever but as much as I'm gonna miss you picking on me I'm glad you've found someone that makes you feel the way you do when you eat brownies.

Just because I've wrote that you were my best friend when we always played golf that doesn't mean you aren't anymore. You're someone I look up to because you're everything I wanted to be. You're successful and you're happy and you're strong.
I know it was difficult for you when I wasn't eating and I promise you I try to eat loads every day but you saw how bloated my belly got, and when it looks like that I get paranoid and panicky. I don't allow you to understand sometimes because I don't want to let you down but anyway, stay happy.

~ Jade ~

Do I really need to write how proud of you I am? You annoy and piss me off so much but the thing is you mean well. Like when you sent my blog link to loadsa people and I hadn't known but it literally got so far and I can thank you for that.
You've been through hell an back yet you're still the most caring, selfless person I know.
Me and you in particular have been through some shit that I never imagined we'd have to go through and when I was ill you'd come to so many appointments so I didn't feel alone and you truly supported me throughout it all.

There's one thing I've always admired about you and that's when things aren't going right for you and I'm having a really bad day you'll push your shit to the side and try and make me feel better. I don't talk openly to you or anyone really because I struggle with shit like that, I always have.
But just remember YOU always have a purpose in life.

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